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Snows and Silences

once a birdbath, now a snowcone

Snows and Silences

The snow which has fallen, flurried, mounded, masked, morphed and so firmly adhered to and re-shaped our lives here in Scotland in recent days, could be considered a kind of meteorological solo. It has afforded us an opportunity to live very differently for a period of time. Nature has been an inescapable force in our lives and we have had to submit to its power. Normal routines have been suspended, priorities have radically shifted, and there have been, for some of us at least, greater opportunities for silence.

 Just as there is more than one type of snow, so there is more than one type of silence. Sara Maitland, in her extensive and fascinating enquiry into silence*, identifies two seemingly incompatible traditions: the ego-surpressing, self-emptying silence pursued by the early hermits and later by the great monastic orders and the self-expressive, ego-affirming silence sought by the romantic tradition and valued as a means of accessing emotions and facilitating the expression of individuality and creativity.

 My own solo seemed to reflect both these silences at different times. The early part of the day was taken up by heightened sensing, intense experiencing of the environment and the almost frenetical creation of a linguistic response. In contrast, the later part of the day took the form of a meditative walk, when it was enough to meander at a slow pace through the environment, not thinking about very much at all, not needing words.

 Sara Maitland sees silence very much as a positive thing, countering the prevalent western view of silence as a negative, a deficit or absence, “something waiting to be broken”. She positions silence not as the opposite of language but as a separate state. She notes that recent neurological research shows that while language is processed in the cerebral cortex, silence, or at least the areas of the brain engaged by meditation activity, is processed in what in evolutionary terms is an older brain area, the sub-cortex or brain stem and limbic system.  This in turn suggests the existence of a pre-linguistic or semiotic state of consciousness,

 “It seems to me that silence offers those people who want it a return journey into the semiotic, the seedbed of the self.”**

 When words “fail” us or we experience ineffability, could this be because we are experiencing the world from a different, more ancient, consciousness? Is it possible to experience reality without the mediating effects of language? Language defines us as humans and plays a triumphant role in defending our egos. Who are we and what does it mean when we cannot access words?  I am beginning to get the message that the more extended our concept of self and the more permeable our ego-boundaries, the more likely we are to find out.

*A Book of Silence: a journey into the pleasures and powers of silence

Granta 2008

** ibid, Pg 281

Posted: December 5, 2010 | Author: Sheila Smith | Comments: 

Silence

Seeds, berries and nuts fall to the ground. They bed into the forest floor. Birds carry them off in the four directions. Energy is stored inside plants. The earth enters a time of waiting. Involution. Deep silence.

The deep silence… a potential space.

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The mother was not people, nor was she nothing

nor something

she was the spirit of what was to come…

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For the Maori, this is Te Korekore,

‘the infinite realm of the formless and undifferentiated. It is the realm not so much of ‘non-being’ but rather of ‘potential being’. It is the realm of primal and latent energy from which the stuff of the universe proceeds and from which all things evolve.’

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For Plato, it is the chora.

‘neither sensible nor intelligible, neither inside nor outside. It is… the matrix, nurse, and mother of all space.’

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Our culture has become afraid of this fertile void. We fill spaces with things… silences with words. Understandably, we want to know what’s going to happen… if it’s going to be OK.

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But space can be full with potential.

The film maker Wim Wenders has written of the problem of knowing in advance about how a film may turn out, of how this can get in the way, and of the importance of letting things emerge.

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And silence can be full with healing.

The psychoanalyst, Edward Emery, writes of how healing comes from the ‘aliveness’ in the analyst’s silence and speaking from ‘a silent love that also respects the patient’s silence.’

From this silence, something that has never been seen or touched before can come into life.

Posted: November 11, 2010 | Author: Margaret Kerr | Comments: Add 

Natural Change – Steps in Personal Learning

A few weeks now since we were on the Knoydart experience but I am happy to say that the effect is still with me and I am enjoying my periods of silence.

The solo was and is still a very powerful motivator for change in a individual. Came across interesting quote this week ;

“Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit. The man who preserves his selfhood is ever calm and unshaken by the storms of existence … What are the fruits of silence? They are self-control, true courage or endurance, patience, dignity and reverence. Silence is the cornerstone of character.”

~Ohiyesa, Santee Sioux~

Posted: October 24, 2010 | Author: Eric Burton | Comments: Add 

Alone and yet not lonely

From the sounds of the deer blending with the sounds of the birds to the smell of the seaweed on the beach, my solo day saw all of my senses heightened.  Sitting alone, not feeling at all lonely, on a beach at 6.30 am in the pitch dark filled me with serenity and somehow seemed to put all of the other parts of my life into perspective.  I have had a whole range of emotions and thoughts today, the learning has been enlightening.  It seems appropriate to be continuing the rest of the night in silence, though it does seem a little strange to be sitting alongside the others and not talking.  I am now very aware of the lack of space and privacy within the old byre; it would be nice to have somewhere more private tonight.  Not really too sure what I have had to eat except that it was vegetarian, am I getting to like this?  The social area is very hot; I think I will need some fresh air before bedtime.

I am looking forward to being able to speak again tomorrow and sharing experiences with the others.  I hope that there will be great learning from it.  I wonder how the others are feeling.  I am feeling great, it is good to have had something to eat and be in a warm place and in a strange sort of way I feel as though I could do it all again. Today has allowed me the space to be reflective, creative and productive.  I think that there are times when if I could sit a little longer in reflection, it would allow a deeper focus on a solution.  What will tomorrow bring?

Posted: October 19, 2010 | Author: John Daffurn | Comments: Add 

starting out

The day before

After a few weeks of not knowing what would be happening or what we would be doing on the first away week, we are now here in a beautiful place away from cities, people, motorways…….

The solo day is tomorrow but for once I have no plans of what to do but only where to go – along the coast rather than inland.  Still to decide whether to fast or not or whether to take a camera or paper or really what to do.

The thought of having no technology, even a watch is very strange.  Over the past few years technology has crept up on us all mobile phones, broadband, internet, hdtv, digital cameras……..  To not have any of that in this environment means that you have to live in the moment and gradually accept that there is no need to take the phone with you if you cannot get a signal.

The solo day will take that a step further – no conversation – no watches either – so no knowledge of what time it is except for the sun in the sky.

The solo day was overcast and so not much help from the sun.  I had decided to set out early and go along the coast and spend time alone watching the sea and life pass by.  I brought my camera (as I had decided that it was not technology) and penknife (to carve some wood for my son) and some paper and pencils to write and draw (badly).

Spending a day alone or not talking to anyone was not that bad however on retuning it was very strange not being able to talk to anyone, to find out what others had done or to share what had happened.

That would come the next day.

Posted: | Author: Alastair Milloy | Comments: Add 

Mountaineering with Maslow….

It’s very hard to climb to the upper reaches of Maslow’s hierarchy of needs when you’re wearing a hat on your feet and doing the YMCA in the middle of nowhere.

When I’d started out, the solo didn’t seem too daunting.  I’ve spent a lot of time in the mountains, silence and solitude don’t phase me and I’d even decided to fast for the day so as not to be distracted by food (‘fast’ is probably a bit melodramatic.  I had early breakfast and a late dinner with nothing between the two – something lots of people do every day).

Heading out from the tent into the early morning gloom was quite peaceful, nearly falling into an unexpected river as I headed for my chosen spot less so.  The ensuing tramp across a bog was unpleasant, the wet socks nasty and the subsequent attack of the giant tick fiend from hell was hideous (knowledgeable friend tells me it was actually a sheep ked but when one runs across your face you don’t look too closely).

One very hasty retreat for the tick/ked haunted chosen spot resulted in the rapid choosing of a new spot.  Sadly it also resulted in my precious pair of dry socks getting wet too.  Inevitably as I settled down to my day of quiet contemplation the cold began to seep up through my soaked boots and socks.

I tried various tactics from rapid wiggling of toes to trying not to think about it; all to no avail.  Eventually Dave’s advice came to mind – if you’ve got cold feet, put them in your rucksack.  So I emptied my rucksack, took off my socks and shoes, inserted my feet into my fleece hat and hopped into my rucksack. 

It worked, but the price for my comfortably warm feet was an inability to move much.  After an hour or two this becomes a problem as you get quite cold sitting still; which is how I came to be dancing in the middle of nowhere but only doing dances that don’t involve foot movements.  The YMCA was followed by the Monster Mash, the Twist and when I ran out of ideas the Grand Slalom while humming the music from Ski Sunday.

 It was at that point that I really began to wonder what on Earth we were doing here…

Posted: October 13, 2010 | Author: Morag Watson | Comments: Add