10 things I didn’t know….
Natural Change has happened. To all of us participants and also in some respects within me. The project will make its report and will also live and grow in our testimonies. Yet there will be untold impacts, as yet invisible, person to person, seed to seed.
What has changed? Am I really any different? I haven’t become uber-environmentalist-world-peace activist. But that wasn’t the purpose.
The purpose was to experience, learn, reflect and act. Action learning that would help find the way over the value-action gap. It’s a bit of a bamboo and rope bridge at the moment. No zip slide.
But 10 things I have learned, things I didn’t know about me:
- I had a relationship with the earth. How could I not know that? Its always been there sustaining me but I just had never ‘felt’ it before.
- I needed to become ’super-sensitised’ to nature. This sounds ridiculous. What I mean is that I have a heightened awareness of nature I didn’t have before. I see, and want to see, the detials, the intricacies, budding, lichens, colours, the birds, ’smell the roses’ I suppose, nothing earth shatteringly new.
- I considered myself an outdoor person but actually I realise I have been consuming the experience and not relating to the environment.
- That the natural world can converse with you and I would hear its voice one day. (Hope you’re still with me)
- That a good way to reconnect with my hidden intuitive and creative self would be through an immersion experience in nature. I’m revisiting poetry, music and art in ways I have long laid down.
- I need to practice presence. This is about being less distracted by the tyranny of time, sorting out work life balance.
- Being silent for a sustained time would lead to a crescendo of inner clarity. Sounds pompous but I really mean it. And I vouch for its effectiveness.
- How much I need the bonds of community to really be me.
- I can’t pursue an exclusively individual path anymore.
- I really enjoy change!
Its seems clearer to me now than ever that the path of individualism is a congested motorway, strewn with diverting roadworks, but the community is a interchange of journeys and shared spaces. The former is one buttress of the gap and the latter the other side. We’ll get there, naturally, hopefully quicker than we realise.

Wake up and smell the ecological coffee
I found this diagram which chimes with the experiential learning on this project, and also happens to be grounded in some science too.




















